We moved into a new place a few months ago and as it is with new houses (at least here in Nigeria), you spend more money fixing supposedly new things.
So, in this new place, in addition to many other things, we encountered bad shower drain; the bath water gathers on the floor after each shower; serious mopping process after each use, I tell you.
But it got fixed; it took almost the entire day because the plumber had to remove the entire tub, but, the problem was fixed.
However, for several weeks after that I couldn't bring myself to let go and enjoy a bath; I was always on tenterhooks, mop on standby because I expected the water to gather as usual...That went on for weeks until it occurred to me that I am so consumed with the problem (that had been solved) that I cannot allow myself to enjoy the solution.
So it is when God blesses us, we find it difficult to accept that a problem that big in our estimation could have been solved that 'easily.' I don't know why we find it so difficult to allow ourselves enjoy the daily experiences of life, no matter how small.
Learn to enjoy the moment.
Be free oh!